At times like this I feel like breaking down,
It didn't mean anything,
he was just a friend that I hung around,
But you thought it was more so it was my mistake,
I guess you think I'm just another fake,
If only you knew how much I really cared,
If only you knew how much I was scared,
Scared of losing you,
Scared of throwing away all that we've been through,
Scared of those tears coming back again,
Scared of this turning into a game that we had to fight to win,
I thought of what I did for sooo long,
And finally asked myself what did I do that was so wrong?
I've had too much experience with this,
My heart breaking,
Another arrow that missed,
"Why did you do it?"
He asked choking on the pain and rubbed his throbbing head,
He turned away from me and collapsed onto his bed,
"It was only a goodbye kiss for a friend that's moving away."
I said hoping that he'd hold me in his arms and say,
that everything was going to be okay,
That's not what he said... He stopped then I heard him sigh,
I now knew what was drawing nigh,
He slowly turned around and said goodbye,
I ran down the stairs and out the door,
As soon as I got home I fell to the floor,
I cried and I cried for a couple of hours,
Until I heard a knock at the window and there on the windowsill were flowers,
Along with it came a note,
It said meet me in the meadow, near the big white oak,
I grabbed my coat and headed up north,
As I got to the meadow I paced back and forth,
I saw a figure walking towards me making a path through the blooming flowers,
As he finally reached me we both stood there like cowards,
Finally he broke the silence, He said he was sorry, and so did I,
At that moment he kissed me and I felt like I could fly,
And as our laughter filled the crisp air,
I knew that we'd have many more memories to share!
