I know I shouldn't pay attention.
But I cant deny what I feel, even if it isn't real.
Its my fault i know
the troubles in my heart, Ive kept sealed.
They thrive in the dark place my heart use to be.
Locked up ,they are my new fantasy
The negative words slip in to my brain,
its making me go insane.
They are like a virus,you let one by and they multiply
One by one they slip right by, into your mind they fly.
Once thoughts of dark velvet move in
The tongue becomes tied.
And thoughts become loud.
The voices inside are a snakes hisses and lies
I see a distorted image of my life.
Built by my fears,encouraged by my peers
The deadly words become pondering suicide.
Its got a good grip on my soul, body, and mind.
The true answers it wont let me find.
It hurts when no one can hear my silence.
It kills when you cannot find the kind
It whispers in my ear, love isn't real.
At first the voice seems like light,
yet its from the darkness of night.
Though one word can make it leave in fright.
I'm searching for Gods glory might
Come down from the heavens and save me
Without you I cannot keep up this fight
Let my heart and mind unite
Please lord ,do this for me tonight.
(dedicated to my friend brandy,i wrte half of this for her in the 8th grade)
