Heartache

Every day life goes by
And every day I fear
Things will never change for me
They'll never go my way
Everyday things are exactly the Same
One heartache after another
But no more
no more
I wont fall for the stupid tricks
I'll try not to fall in love
I'll try not to get in a relationship
Not one no not at all
Because every day things are exactly the same
One heartache after another
I'm hanging on
By a thin loose thread
And still he continues to help me slip
Inch by inch
But none of this
flies through through my head
Until,
Until I realize
Everyday things are exactly the same
One heartache after another
But no more
no more for me
My heart has been broken
My innocence taken
I look for affection
So much other than loving
I blame others
When I'm hurting inside
But in reality
I'm only hurting myself
For trying
Cause everyday things are exactly the same
One heartache after another
But no more
No more for me
No more
Although I hold life
Dear to my heart
I seem to hate the life I'm living
Turn around a corner and the same is heard
Somone's being called fake
A poser, abuser, or just a plain loser
No one sticks for themselves
Or anyone in need
Because everyday things are exactly the same
One heartache after another
I'm so sick of hurting inside and out
I just want to sit and cry
Don't want to have to live with you
Or your painful goodbyes
Because everyday things are exactly the same
One heartache after another
But I'm gonna wait
Wait for something good
To shine down on my life
I'm not gonna sit in my room and cry
I refuse to let it get me again
I'm not gonna go through more
Though everyday may be exactly the same
With one heart after another
I wont go through more
Not another line more
No more
No more at all
No more heartaches for me