My Only One

I write constantly,
About hearts, liars, and fakes,
Broken promise, too late,
And countless mistakes.

I've got my heart on my sleeve,
and I'm willing to try,
Cross my fingers, cross my fingers,
And hope to die.

Ashes to ashes,
Lust to lust,
Broken promises,
Turn to dust.

Mistake, Mistake,
Thats all I ever hear,
Don't regret something that once made you smile:
My biggest fear.

I run away,
Away from this,
My fate has come,
Sealed with a kiss.

No one to love,
and no one to hold,
I have such a lonely heart,
And I feel so cold.

Numb to the bone,
and spitting out cries,
My fires burned out,
Burned out the lies.

Shake the lies,
Shake them from my skin,
What the h e l l,
Have I got myself in?

I fall to the ground,
Bloody, beaten, and done,
"We're counting on you! Your the only one."

I don't wanna fight,
I just wanna scream,
I am nowhere near,
As strong as I seem.

They make it look so painful,
To crash and burn,
Theres so many things,
I have left to learn.

I'm a hopeless child,
and I'm so scared,
I'm terrified of the future,
And so unprepared.

Don't push me away,
I want to stay,
I'm just lost in the fog,
Of every new day.

I just fall to pieces,
Right in front of you,
You kill me, you know,
I look so good in blue.

I'm in love with a demon,
I can't overcome,
Push me away, watch me fall,
Your My ONLY one.