This is who I am
this is who I've always been
My smile is here to hide pain
being happy is now a game
I want to hear forever
I want everything to get better
I fell to hard to fast
your feelings didn't last
was it something I did
something I said
your emotions can't be read
you say it's bad timing
life seems to be rhyming
hearing the same thing over again
things are how they've always been
so when you say "friends"
my world crashed and ends
I have built may walls
only to watch fall
this is who I am
this is who I've always been
so here's my observation
my only dedication
I want you and only you
this is what I want to do
many times I've tried to be strong
but doing so does me wrong
to stand on my own two feet
get up and take the next leap
if only easy said as done
for weakness has won
this is who I am
this is who I've always been
I hope you understand
that this is what I want to do
anything involving you
