I'm breaking down
just can't do this
so alone
"I really do love you"
I remember it said
but can't recall when
everything a mess
f u c k, I can't do this
so alone
I take that cursed knife
squeeze it till my palm bleeds
ahh the release
so alone
suddenly it's building up again
can't escape the speeding train
loud speaker "(static) prepare
for a crash landing"
so alone
to my throat the knife flies
with a mind of it's own
your words flash through my mind
"no matter what happens
or where you go
I love you"
(hmphhh)I wonder if you'd love me
if I did this
*I press down
and slowly pull*
just a minor cut
I watch in the mirror
as the blood dribbles down
haha, oh the feeling....
now the dreaded guilt
as I press down again
for one final swipe
I hear all your voices
saying how you'd be lost
if I pulled through such a stunt
I imagine your faces
I drop the knife
so alone
I cry
alone and crumpled up on the floor
I realize my mistake
I let the pain and anger
take over my body and mind
not thinking at all
of those I'd leave behind
