I want to express how i really feel
but would they think i\'m crazy?
See i love everyone so much...
everythings just a maybe.
I don\'t know whether i want to live
and i don\'t think i can tell the truth.
I say i\'m always in fights
and i\'ve almost broken my tooth.
I make things seem more they they are
I also take things to the next step.
see now one day everyone will find out
I\'ll make a bet.
I\'ve told people my life sucks
I have no family nor will to stay alive.
And yet every given moment
I\'m finding another better way to strive.
I pretend to do something i don\'t
And i have the things i wish i had.
I pretend to be with other people,
I think this might be bad.
I have those mixed feelings about some people,
And I don\'t know what to do.
If anyone finds out,
It will stick to me like glue.
I\'m really just this shy person,
I guess just trying to get attention.
It\'s like im this bad ass chick..
Thats never gotten a detention.
People think i\'m this person i\'m not
Truthfully I want to be 4 years older.
Everything now is just so messed up.
I wish everything would organize in a folder.
Life takes its turns and has its edges.
I know you have to learn how to deal.
The years of junior high,
Is the time ill learn to feel.
I know I\'ve screwed up my life
and yet i seem to stay.
These are my confessions...
And i\'m just starting to pay.
Please comment people.... i really love to write and i would really love your tips on how to and what to do or fix on this poem =)
