Never Ending Horrors

Am i truly here...
can anybody see me...
do i have a voice...
am i really living...

Do i have true friends
who'll always have my back
will they try to listen
or will they sit and laugh

can i pour my heart out
and then feel happy later
can i go on like this
and hope that I'll be better

can i keep on running
from the person that i am
can i keep on crying
without a loving hand

do i keep on fighting
when i won't overcome
do i keep on going????
depression's already won...