Fall under the pressure

I'm discouraged, lonely, sad, hopeless, and torn.
Nobody understands my life.
I'm empty from the pain that eats at my insides.
My tears leave permant lines.
I'm exhausted from fighting and struggling.
I'm giving up.
The sunshine isnt so bright anymore.
Laughter isn't heard anymore
My favorite things are meaningless.
I've forgotten how to smile.
The ones I love the most
Have given up on me and
All the complications my life brings.
Nothing anyone says
Will bring me up from this deep hole.
I'm somewhere in between
Reality and my dreams.
Dreams that keep me from falling off the edge.
Don't be surprised
If I fall under the pressure that my faults bring.
I don't have the energy to run away.
I don't have the strengh keep fighting.
The reason my soul keeps on living
Is slipping away, slowly with each passing moment
Taking my heart along with it.