Finally

I just put one
to sleep I hear her
breathing threw the monitor
it's a sweet little sound

I have one more
child to get to sleep
then my job is done
then I'll think

about my tears
and by then I'll
be crying then I'll
go to my bag

and pull out
my razor then
I'll think again
soon I will use it on

my arm
as the blood
rolls down
it will mix

with my tears
then I'll grab
my rag and wipe
it all away

cover up my arm
and pretend none of it
happened as the
parents walk in the door

I'll reach for the remote
and act as if that's what I
have done
the whole time

then I'll say
good-bye and
walk myself home
as it starts to rain

tears fill my eyes
while I start to cry
then I'll think
What have I done

is it worth it
I know I love you
and that you don't
love me so I remain
crying and scream
WHY WHY WHY!!!

Then you drive by
as I fall to the ground
you ask what's the matter
as if you don't know

I want you to hold
me in your arms
cause that's where I feel
safe so you hold me there

as I cry I lay my
head to your chest
then you kiss me
and say you Love me

Then we kiss in the rain
and away goes my pain.

~ok pplz I wrote this after it happened let me know what you think~

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~Katie a Broken Heart~