Felt really bad this morning,
so i stayed,
won't u stop yelling,
please stop yelling,
oh i forgot ur perfect,
do what u want,
this knife i'll stop clasping,
for today,
u say im a pain addict,
maybe u should consider it was ur fault,
look me up you'll see default,
some things u just can't fix,
trying to hide these tears of anger,
i just wanna do something right,
years ago,
u gave me sunlight,
i just wanted to hide,
u gave me confidence,
now you stole it back again,
the caring in ur eyes has a absence,
just wishing i was something better,
if i wasn't so scared,
i'd write all this in a letter,
stop comparing me,
i was never who u wanted me to be,
so just leave me,
don't attack her,
don't put her down,
the sparks are gone,
but the caring for them is still there,
so hold on to it,
forget me,
i'm just a misfit,