Tick tock

Tick tock
Another second gone, another minute completely wasted
Another part of my life that seems so minuscule
It hurts to bad to sleep
It hurts to bad to breath
The pain, its more then I can take
More then I can handle
More then me
I can feel my heart break
I can hear it shred as his fist of fury pounds down
All I can do is pray that he would stop
He beats harder
I scream for him to stop
He beats louder
I really did it this time
What was I thinking sticking up for myself?
Trying to voice my opinion.
He does not understand,
He never has....never will
The one person who is supposed to love me the most
Pound, pound
I turn to look
A shattered reflection
Like my shattered soul
I wipe away my tear of blood
I hate him
I hate me
I want to die
I want to be free
I see the razor
My only escape
I know I will go to hell
But anything is better then this place
Tick tock tick tock, The final unimportant moments
His last chance to make things right
Downstairs I hear all
The sound of the TV
The flicker of the lighter to light the cigarette
Im dying now
He laughs at a sitcom
Tick
I start to leave this hell
tock,
Closer to another hell
Its all the same
Life....what a worthless game

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