I think I'm a girl
Who dreams too much.
I have goals that will probably
Go unaccomplished
Because I don't think I can succeed
At anything.
I'm a girl who wants love and affection,
I never go in the right direction.
I feel completely stupid
For the fact,
That its within my grasp to take,
But I won't take it
Because I'm afraid of being hurt.
Like this guy hurt me.
He made me promises
To be with me at 16,
To love me forever
And sometime in the future,
Have a family.
He broke his promises
And went with another girl.
I'm a girl who isn't what she use to be.
I used to make straight A's,
Be happy,
I wasn't afraid to reach out for what I needed
In order to live and to grow.
Not anymore...
I don't think I'm pretty,
Even though people say I am.
I don't think I do the right things
Or make the right choices,
But I know that I can.
I'm me for me,
Don't even try to judge
What you don't know
Because you will never know
How confusing my life can be.
My friends are going nuts on me,
Most of my dreams have been shattered,
I feel broken and battered,
To make things worse,
My guy no longer exists in my world.
So don't pick on me.
I'm who I choose to be.
I can be what I use to be
Just change for myself
And not for anyone else.
I don't care what you think of me,
Because its what I think of myself
That matters most.
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