All My Pain - 17/02/06

I hate the way you hurt me,
Make me cry, make me hate you,
Make me want to die,
Make me cry my heart till its blue.

Make me feel like I have a broken heart,
Make me want to rip my heart out,
Make me want to end everything,
Make me feel all in doubt.

Make me so hurt, I never want to see you,
but, I can't, I need you,
I would bleed for you, I waited three years for you,
I would die for you, but only if you ever had a clue.

Only if you listened to me cry,
Cry because you hurt me,
Bleed from my heart, see my tears fall,
Only if i would let you see.

I act strong, but it gets harder,
Just to hide my tears,
To hide my breaking heart,
Then when I dread my fears.

Fears of us breaking up,
Us falling apart,
And all we have are hurtful memories,
And both left with a broken heart,

When we can't even look at each other,
And when we do, I can't breath, I fall,
It will get harder, day by day,
But we try to stand tall.

I just never want to feel like that,
Feel I lost my beat friend, my knight in shining armor,
My lover, my life, my heart, my true love,
The only one that makes me calmer.

The only who fixed my heart,
Gave me faith, power,let me have trust in,
Let me love, let me kiss, let me hug,
Help me stop those deadly sins.

Dedicated to Justin C

©Elisha L. Brain. 2006