Recieving death

I'm letting go, no holding back
your heart was mine now changing fast
I'm crying out i want to let go
didn't no it was going to be this hard not to say no

your standing there watching looking down
thinking it was really easy to make you drown

nothings going right every things a mess
take another heart while you rip mine to shreds

my pulse is increasing my eyes are getting red
my pupils are widing, god i wish i were dead

get a new shiny blade, run it across my flesh
lets see if it cuts deep, lets put it to the test

i feel something cold dripping down my wrist
a nice ruby red comes running down my flesh

I'm feeling weak I'm falling down
don't let me die, don't let me drown

i no Ive done wrong i was just upset
i need to go cry, i need to rest

just let me lie here until my body goes numb
don't let me awake for you've already won

(i doubt that any of ya'll no me, but if you could please tell me what you think of it, i would really appreciate it!!!...and trust me i will do the same to you!!!..thankyou)