WHY

((more of a story in progress that anyone who has lost anyone close to them will be able to sympathize with))

The question of why
I first asked why when my grandfather died
He was lovely, really talkative and loud and loving but
He died
Slowly
Painfully
of Cancer

So i asked God WHY
Why did HE die
Why not a murderer
or rapist
Why did it have to by my grandfather

I never got an answer

When was the right time to stop crying?
A week
A month
A year?

Well its been going on two
and whenever they talk about you
your death, your life, your ways
I want to cry
all over again