Like me wishing you wouldve loved me too

Its like a diesease
without any cure
like being indecisive
but being so sure

like being trapped in a thunder storm
but the lightneing strikes twice
like shouting at the deaf
to take your advice

like drowning and going under
except theres no water for you 2 sink
like having no more thoughts anymore
but your still trying to think

like being lost
and trying to find your way
like doing your best to pretend
but evry1 knows it aint ok

like tryna pick urself
2 fall back down again
like trying to make it change
but it only stays the same

like wanting what you cant have
only to get what you can
like trying to complete a task
when you have no real plan

like trying to get through it
when you cant see the end
like trying to please everyone
but you can no longer pretend

like trying to make everyone smile
to find that you cant help but cry
like not being able to let go
but its time to say good bye

like trying to forget it
but the reminders are always there
like trying 2 convince yourself
that you dont really care

like doing what you wanted
to realise your mistake
like trying 2 mend the unfixable
the forever heart ache

like wanting what someone else has
to realise u dont want it all
like not getting up
everytime that you fall

like wanting something so much
to realise it aint really for you
like trying to forget it all
but the sunshine reminds me of you

like trying to talk to everyone
when you no longer have a voice
like wanted to do things different
when you have no real choice

like being trapped
and there is no way out
like depending on something
you have to live without

like having no idea
like no one having clue
like me just wishing
that you wouldv loved me too