Not overeacting

Never though that it would be easy
just getting up and leaving
i dont have a heart anymore
but some how im still breathing

im not being over dramatic
im not over reacting despite what you say
because no matter what i convince myself
i doubt it will ever be ok

so i can just hold my head up
smile pretending the pain isnt there
when ever second of every day
im acting like i dont really care

got myself is such problems
and im sorry im not super man
i cant correct every single wrong
i just only wish that i can

found out through it all though
theres no one you can really trust
forgive and forgeting is hard
but for some odd reason trying you must