Could you leave me alone for now?
Could you just not look at me
Because i can't stand what i see in your eyes
For you're not really looking at me
You don't see me when I've made a mistake
You don't hear me at all when i try to explain
I'm not the child you've raised through my years
You see me as someone I'm not and it's more than i can obtain
I try to look you in your eyes so you can see into mine
So you can see who i really am
See what you refuse to see
That I'm not repeating my sisters mistakes again
I don't know how to explain to you
The hurt you make me feel
When i try to be the best i can
But you refuse to see in me what is so real
I've shut you out of my world so many times
And yet you still wonder why
When you've ignored my pleas
Even when you listened to my every tear at night
I've tried to make the best of all of this
Tried so hard to understand
But now I'm just so ready to give up this fight
