Broken Heart

Silent tears roll down my cheek
then i realize the pain i have
is too deep to heal over a few months
it will take years and years to heal
but i want it to end now
how can one single guy
cause this much pain for me?
i want it to finish now not later
but i have been feeling
constant pain for years
i should be used to it by now
or should i be?
this is a different pain though
its in my heart not my soul
the crack is too deep
too far in to heal
i will always carry this pain
for years to come and always
is there not a way for it to end?
i don't want to hurt anymore
i want to smile, to laugh
to finally be carefree
but my smile has a hint of sadness
my laugh will be forced
my eyes won't shine anymore
I guess I'm not blessed with that
because i opened up to you
trusted you, believed you
and all i have left
is a broken heart
that can't be fixed

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