Sweet Anorexia

**please read**

I want to lose weight
And balance on snow
I want not to hate
My fat shadow

I can't wait until
I'm just bones at last
I pray that then
I can forget about my past

When I read a book I only see
Nothing can taste as thin can feel
When I look in the mirror I can't see me
The girl frowning back is not real

Thin is beautiful
My being aches with every word
What are you eating you fat b**ch?
My head echoes with what I have heard

Sweet anorexia
You devour me
Darling anorexia
And tell me how I should be

If you don't help me
I shan't be here for long
I need to see bones
To see where I belong

I'll spend my whole life wandering
Through the world in my head
I'm thin, I'm perfect
And I'm not dead

I don't think I was happy
Before this began
So my beautiful anorexia
Do what you can

I can't take it anymore
This constant rejection
Help me someone please
As I seek perfection

I want to balance on snow
Like water I want to freeze
I want to lose my shadow
And float on the breeze

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