She is loosing all hope in life her hatred grows deep within her black soul she keeps on breathing for the hope of love from that mother who doesn't car she closes her eye's in hope of a dream that becomes a nightmare her dream is to be loved but her nightmare is what causes that suicide from the darkness of her black soul she thinks a certain mother of hers will someday love her but she soon comes to grasp that that's all just a sweet lie that will never come true so thinks she'll one day have hope again but it never comes cause that one day came to a few hours that she lye on the floor dead but right beside her was a note asking "Do you love me now that I'm gone or did you love me before?"
