Slowly..Fading in your mind..
Unbearable pain inside my heart and soul...
I stare deeply in to your eyes
My face filled with shame
Drenched with tears
I hold my life within my very hands
Deciding whether to give up..or go on..
I stare at the cold blade beside me
I take hold of the metal handle..
My sorrowful eyes fill with hot tears...
How could I believe you accually cared how I felt
I felt about you.
But no you threw it all away...!
Leaving me deep inside my lost mind
I kiss your lips one last time
Saying I love you
Memories pour in and out of my head as I thrust the blade forward..
Crimson blood spilling out of my decaying heart...
Words whisper "You gave up...You had it all but you lost it..."
I didn't have it all...I lost it all before I even got it...
I could never go on...with out your love and your affection towards me..
THe only thing keeping my hopes and love and everything I had given you died.
You broke it!
Shattering my Fate!
My Shattered Fate...
