I have been searching
lifetimes
through this vast wasteland
of chaos and confusion
for a small piece of sanity
for a small piece of myself thats missing
i dont know where to start
how can i find something
when i dont know what it
looks like
feels like
but im pretty sure
it looks like beauty
feels like happiness
im pretty sure i may never find it
ive been asking
everyone
searching everywhere
every corner, every crevice, every dark alley
and nothing can bring me closer
to the one thing i desire
the one thing that will fill the hole in wretched soul
how can you help me
find something
I have never even seen
And im not even sure really exists at all
