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by k i k i Mar 2, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Curtains draw, And there I stand. Alone. Cold. And unwanted. They start to applaud. I don't know them. They don't know me, Or what I have faced. Challenges. Triumphs. And hidden fears. Lights shine onto my scarred face, They have no idea. I know they won't understand, It's too hard. Strings attached, I can't stir freely. Arms and legs make a movement, I have no sensation. Eyes see the faces, Paranoid, I just run. Just like the rest, They will judge. They will criticise me. Seeing a sight of, The tears that have flowed, The blood that has gushed out. The fear that eventually ran free. The scars that are hidden. A pain staking waits to see, If I will pull through in one piece. I take a bow, They give love and sympathy.