Dont blame me

You appear fine, laughed and smiled just like always
SO don't get mad at me for not looking for teh seams to pull of that mask
That wallpaper that everyone saw and say i never knew you
I did know you, i knew the shallow you, the weak you, the part of you that was afraid to feel and show
Your no Hero... saving people from hurting, your saving your self by hiding pain that will never go away
I offer a hand and you push me a way
I take it back, you say okay
And again with the lies again with this dreaded humor, funny how you laugh when you bleed, cry and smile and show none of what's inside

( TO Alex maybe he and i will stay friends)

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