My heart ties in a knot,all the lie come undone.All the happiness flows from all inches on my body and releases into the mid air.My face no longer in a smile but in anger and frustration.what i feel is real no longer will it be kept inside punching and trying to escape.I've seen it all,felt it all but this is feels like death riping away Ur flesh.All i wanted was you,no 1 else could take Ur place,but how can i not love u i always look back thinking of me needing u but ill never know if u really need or love me.I know u try not to harm me but u have and i will still love u.I tell my self to shut up tell my self to stop expressing what i really feel because I'm just hurting myself and brining other around me down i try to bring it out on myself not on others that i love.But what i say is how feel and if i cant do that i cant be real.!
