Dear Ex...

Dear ex,
This is a story about how I feel
I know I have made you sad
but please understand how I feel

The pain I feel is so true
now listen good
because what I have to say
is that there are no lies in this tale

I really should say sorry
but so should you
we both need to learn to give in
we also to to learn to forgive and forget

I know I say mean things
but remember so do you
sometimes I try not to
but sometimes I mean to

The mood you give me is so weird
one minute I love you another I hate you
its just to much to bare
it makes me so sad

I can't help myself
I'm afraid to tell you
about how I truly feel
because I never new it was this hard

You being my first
is just to painful to let you go
but me being your last
just hurts me to stay around

Sometimes I want to move on
other times I wish to stay
it's so hard for me
that's why I can't leave

we can never sit and talk
always have to yell
always have to be mad
we are never happy

I'm sorry to say
but I must tell you the truth
You are not were my feelings lie
but I still want you around

I just wish to always have you in my life
being there just for me as a friend
maybe someday I will learn
that I can't always get what I want

I know I hurt you so bad
but please forgive me
I will never forget you
and I will always forgive you

so this is some of my story
that made me feel so blue
now as I let you be
I just wanted you know

that this is how I feel
this is what is true
you as a friend
is something that will last