A Dreadful Change Of Plans..

Why do I get excited
Oh someone tell me why
I always get let down
To where I wish that I could die

All week I was so happy
For Friday was the day
A whole night with my boyfriend
To help me find a way

I never have to worry
When Derick is around
He always makes me smile
And takes away my frown

But my life just isnt working
Theirs been a change of plans
And im the one left crying
For it wasnt in my hands

And as I sit here crying
Im not sure what to do
And since I cant be with you
Ill stay here feeling blue

My heart is slowly breaking
My will is running out
I hope I cant get over this
But I always hold a doubt

I really want to talk to you
Thats what I want to do
But that just can not happen
so I donâ??t know what is true...

..yea i dont know...