What do I do
Now that I am so blue
I have someone else to run to
But you are still on my mind
I see you in the hallways
And in the lunchroom at school
Our eyes always meet for a brief moment
And I get lost in your gaze
I have always wanted
Someone like you in my life
Now that I have found and lost you
I have to live with the strife
You say that you want to be single
Yet you want to be with me in time
I don't know how to let you
So hear me through this rhyme
I still have strong feelings
From the romance you and I had
I'm not sure how to think now
With you I could be good or bad
You act as though we never were
And I try to ignore what we could still have
So tell me the truth when I ask you
If I was just a bump on your path
My heart is not in shambles
Although it is now covered in holes
I can't believe that we are over
I'm the little kid on Christmas with a stocking full of coal
I don't know why I keep writing
When I know that none of this by you is read
But I think it might be easier
To type then say what needs to be said
The silence between us
Is unbearable at most
And I don't know how to take this
But you just seem to boast
I've wanted to ask
If your feelings for me were ever true
But now I know that doesn't matter
Because I'm not worthy enough to see your one sided clue
So as I write this poem
And am released from my confines
I'm in a wondrous trance
One that is not kind
I know we've broken up
And you have moved along the path
But for me it's not the same
As though I'm drowning in a birdbath
There are some things I would like
And I hope that you agree too
That we should break down the silence
And change our ghostly color blue
If you don't hate me
Then I wont hate you for talking
I lost a friend when I lost you
And for this I stumble while walking
I want to apologize
For making you angry with Abe
I don't meant to flirt with him
For always to me you will be a babe
So go on and have fun
There is nothing wrong with that
But remember that I'm here when needed
With me you can take off the hat
