Final Choice

The hammer finally pulled back,
The barrel rests on my head.
I want to pull that trigger,
And fill my brain with lead.

I finish my final shot,
The liquor helps ease the pain.
In life I made the wrong moves,
And lost god's mortal game.

Boom, the sound rang very loud,
My blood splattered on the wall.
My vision faded quickly,
As I started to fall.

Laying in my own blood,
My soul it slips away.
Passing threw god's fingers,
In hell is where I lay.

Surrounded not be fire,
No grim stone on the ground.
My hell is to be alone,
No one else can be found.

The girl I did this over,
Her face I'll never see.
I'm living alone forever,
She'll never be with me.

I ask the lord a question,
He hasn't answered me.
I feel I've been ignored,
I'm a person he can't see.

A soul without a chance,
Life without any fun.
I knew that this would happen,
When I picked up that gun.