Michael.

Michael,
Look around, its the place where our perfect love first started,
I looked at you and thought, hes everything Ive ever wanted.
Your lips were so sweet how I long for that kiss,
Its the one that started what I truly do miss.
Shitty the basement came and shitty it will stay
How long have I waited for you and for this day.
I look at you and read this with all of this emotion
I looked to you to help me in all this commotion.
I was too late by the time I told you how I feel,
I dont know how many times Ive wished this wasnt real.
Ive done you wrong, as everyone can see
And at times like this, I want you to see the real me.
I love you with everything that I have deep inside,
Ill tell you everything, there wont be anything left to hide.
I love you like it was the only thing I knew how to do,
Michael all this time, I know Im the one for you.
It will take us time to get back to how we were,
Im not ready for it to be, to be, you and her.
I ruined things that I thought would never end,
I know youre hurting and your heart needs to mend.
Youre my everything, my whole world, my life and my soul,
Ill be there for you when you need to feel whole.
From the first time we kissed to the perfect times that we shared,
Michael Ill never hurt you; you dont have to be scared.
If I have you again never will I let you go,
Im not sure about things but this I do know.
You tell me youll love me until we all reach forever,
But I want to be with you, I want to share that together.
I know its not easy to listen to me tell you,
That youre my everything and that I still need you
You have to believe me when I say youre the one,
Mike this cant be over, let me tell you its just begun.
I look into the future and its you I can see,
Im standing there crying and your down on one knee.
I see you holding my hand when Im having your child,
I see your face when its a boy, and your mind just runs wild.
I cant not be with you; its not in the plan,
I need you in my life; I need you to hold my hand.
I dont expect you to be with me right away,
But I dont want you to get up and just through all this away.
You and me have been through everything, and yet we still have so much to discover,
I want you to be with me, my own personal lover.
Ive tried to make this as perfect as a position like this can be,
I love you Mike I promise, Its supposed to be you and me.
Ive been told if me and you arent in love with each other,
Theres no hope for another love to begin with any other.
We were looked up to as being perfect as can be,
I know thats us still, you just have to trust me.
Ive told you that before and yet again I let you down,
Ive realized things, and now my whole world has turned around.
People dont expect or plan to screw up this way,
I know your thinking that I just threw this all away.
Sometimes in life its the hard times that make us strong,
Please believe me when I say that I loved you all along.
A love like ours isnt something thats easy to find,
Some people go through life never knowing what its like.
But for me at 16, knowing just how it feels
Looking at the love of your life and still being head over heals.
Ive never been bored or had enough of your touch,
I love you Michael, I swear I love you so much.
Im not asking you to leave everything and drop it all for me,
I felt that I needed you to know what I see.
I dont know what youre thinking and I dont know what you feel,
Were back to the place where you and me first felt real.
Ask me any question, tell me what I need to hear,
Lay it all out on the line, just do it while Im here.
I feel this is the final time,
I can look at you and ask you to be mine.
I wont bug you anymore and I wont tell you what I feel,
If this means nothing to you, then I know the ends for real.
This is my one last chance to show you I want to make it,
Ill do anything it takes and I promise you well make it.
Answer one last question, say what you truly mean,
If I said Mike and _blank_ what would the answer be?