Who Will I Run To?

You were the one I'd turn to
when I decided to run away
But now you turn your back on me
Though I hoped that you would stay

Now I'm the one who's lonely
the one who's breaking inside
The one who has to try extra harder
Wishing that I'd die

Life gave me pain in return
I know now it's a game
If I can't have you than I'd rather burn
Because no one can make me feel the same

You really think I'm happy but no, I'm lost without you
I'm like a walking ghost who doesn't know what to do

No one will ever need you or want you this much
No one can ever cure you like I did in one single touch

Damn boy I gave you everything that I had to give
I don't know why it's so hard for you to forget and forgive

Now all my girls comin' up my block with their man
Expect I'm the only one who ain't got one to hold my hand

That day you came up to me and said I gotta let you go
I don't know why or how?
But somethin I gotta deal with
Is who will I run to now?