You didn\'t

You didn\'t come running
when i called your name
you didn't hold me
when i was crying in shame

you didn't do
what you said you would
you just ran from me
and i am coping as i should

you didn't realize
how much you hurt me
because you don't show it
and you leave me be

so now as i sit here
and write this depression
i realize that
i have made you an obsession

you are my only brother
but i will not lie
so i am letting you go
no matter how much i cry