I cant wait to leave this place!
This place is I guess so called home!
Why cant anyone see I'm not happy her
The place I would be more happier is in heaven!
I could be with my love ones that actually care.
I no I would be missing a lot her but I don't care!
This demeaned how controlled my life has crushed every chance i had!
There is nothing here for me!
My so called family turns on me!
I just wish I could leave this horrible place but the only way to leave is to die!
I guess I would be happy there but the reason why I don't wont to leave is I will miss all my friends.
I love them so much
and they said that if I leave that the would be depressed and kill them selfs too.
But I have to do it is the only way
the way that I could me happy and no longer in anymore pain.
So I take my one less breath and hope it all turns out!
I guess this is good-bye to all my favorite friends and to the demeaned how controlled my life.
***please rate I am expresing my feeling and I wont to now how good it is.***
