Last Left in Heaven

Art thou last left in heaven
see me drowning in this silence
trying hard to get so far
but bleeding in this violence

too much, too little time
standing alone again tonight
no friends to fight and help me
and bring me into life

my heart is slowly blackening
bleeding those blood tears
my body slowly dying
as i live my worst fears

cant i be helped?
can i be forgiven?
tell me are you listening
thou art last left in heaven?