Im in the park wondering
Just wondering what I did to deserve this
Why you left me
Why I let you
Why I fell for your stupid love words
I ask myself the same why questions every day
The reason why?
Is because I thought you were the ??one??
Obviously it turns out you weren
Now Im by myself thinking
Just thinking what to do for the rest of my life
Knowing I cant move on without you
Tears run down my already wet cheeks
Each tear tells a story
Both happy and sad
I like to cling on to the happy ones
But the sad ones always seem to interrupt
When I finally manage to sleep images of you wake me up
I scream your name waiting for you to come back
And then I realise your not coming back
A room that used to feel full of life
Now feels so empty and quiet
I miss your hugs
It made me feel as if I could conquer anything
I know I have to move on
But I dont know if I can
I know youre in a better place now
But I just wish you could have been with me a lot longer
I miss and love you
And nothing will ever change that