You have messed with my head long enough
you have missed up with all my feelings
and then there are days when you wonder why
wonder why I am do messed up in my head
why the I am depressed and all sad
I think I am depressed because of you
you do not let me doing anything in this world
I asked to go out and you freaken say no
and then you asked why I am so freaken depressed
why I take this blade and cut right under my skin
I cut to forget about you and the feeling of loneliness
the only pain i feel is the pain from me cutting now
the cutting and the tearing of my smooth skin
will become my life from know on because of you
I will not talk you, you will never understand anyway
I will not show my fear and angry to-wards you no more
I will pretend you are never there and never to care
I am ignoreing you till I am done being mad at you
you have messed with up with my head long enough
