The Conclusion

I said my life was held in fates hand
The way she turns
Is the way I shall fall
Instead she decided I needed to learn

I learned the meaning of friendship
I learned I do have people who care
I learned I haven't been alone
I learned my life wasn't so unfair

Death was awaiting me
To take me by the hand
Life was so hard I didn't think I'd survive
But fate showed me I can

My life seemed so hard to handle
No one seemed to be there
Life didn't seem worth the pain
I couldn't last, it was just too hard to bare

No one I talked to understood
No one knew the pain
Till the day I almost took my life
I felt I had no more to gain

The poem I wrote
Awaiting Death was the name
I felt I should write one last poem
but death never came

Fate led me away from that path
Took me by the hand
and set me free
She said, "Oh yes you CAN"

I still feel the depression
I still feel the pain
I just know I don't want to die
I still have so much more to gain

Will this pain ever fade
Will my life ever get better
I'm sure it will
but for right now its seems like forever

Death was so close
But fate chose my destiny
I don't know what I'll do now
But fate will led me and show me what is best for me.