I some times wonder why I'm alive
I see him smile and have no fear
I some times wonder if I'll ever be happy
I see him laugh then I smile
I some times wonder why keep living
I see him cry now I'm confused
I some times wonder why wait here
I see him leave and then I realize
He needed me to
So now i wonder
If I had smiled for him
If I had laughed for him
If I had been happy for him