by My heart crys every night Mar 4, 2006
category :
Friendship, family /
love, friendship
I have always wondered what it would be like if for one day that we would become more then just friends. To take that extra step into our relationship to see how that felt. I have loved being friends with you and talking to you but i have grown to love you more then that. through the years of our friendship i have never thought that i could ever feel like this for you that i would ever be able to have this feelings. But now i am here just waiting until the day that you make the first move. Until the day where you ask me if we want to be more then just friends for the day that you ask me out. I wish that you would feel the same but i know that you don't. I know that all you think of me is a friend. I wish that there was some way that i could change your mind if there was some way that one day you just wake up and have these feelings for me. but i know that will never happen. but i only have the dreams of that coming true. I just can't take the way i feel and that you never seem to care that i have these feelings. All you ever think of me is as a friend will there ever a chance that you will ever think of me as more. I wish that i could wait for you forever but i can't. If i would do that i just have the risk of my heart getting broken and i don't think that i will be able to handle that. There is no way that I can wait until you come around. I never know how long that is going to take. But i will wait for you some time so i hope that you come around soon. |