Sickness

Falling down the stairs,
Emotions falling into the darkness.
They don't know why I'm like this,
They don't know why I don't cry.

Leads and lines stuck to me,
I'm some sort of experiment.
Buttons and lights flashing,
I have no idea what's happening.

Beep. Beep. Beep,
That dreaded sound.
Heart stopped for a moment,
But I came back.

Making myself sick to the stomach,
They drug me with the unknown.
It's supposed to make me better,
Somehow I don't think it's working.

Death threats, I want to leave,
They watch me like an eagle.
Soaring over every move,
I can't be alone to think.

Acid fluid floating from my eyes,
Bones becoming brittle, it won't end.
Face blotched and scarred,
Nothing will be the same.

Ever again.