Dangers of the Unknown

If either us
knew what you were doing,
it would be okay.

If you weren't
proving your stupidity,
it'd be alright for you to play.

If you lose your life,
I won't forgive myself.
I won't say good-bye.

I'll pray for you,
keep you in my thoughts.
I HAVE to hope you'll try.

Cross my fingers,
close my eyes,
soak my pillow as I cry.