Even though you hate me still,
i cannot get over the fact that you lie to my face and hide away from the truth of the fact that we were once good friends,
you sat there in that room and gave me cold stares,
breaking my heart over and over,
how could one person make another feel like they do not belong,
make them an outsider from their own school friends,
how is it that one single person can make another feel like they will never be happy, never have hope,
maybe i fell in love with the fact that i was not alone,
i had a friend,
pity she didn't love me back.
she laughed at me and called me names,
when all i wanted was her to be happy,
she threw it in my face as if i was a fool,
but i was not the fool that threw away life, threw away a friend that cared for them even when they did not care for me.
sitting in a gutter a few months down the track,
that single person still hurts my insides,
just cos' i loved her so much,
my best friend never really cared,
nor does she want me back.
she may laugh and enjoy her day,
but as she enjoys her day and goes on into a peaceful night,
i lay in my bed just praying and trying to forget the fact the one single person will never take me back.
