Whats the point?

What's the point of living when you don't have anything anymore
What's the point of living when your stuck in a messed up world and everyone you try to turn to turns ON you
What do you do when you look in the mirror and your reflection seems to be ashamed of what you are
What do you do when you realize that people aren't laughing with you, their laughing at you
What's the point of being in the same house with people who look at you and shake their heads in shame for what you have done or haven't done yet
What's the point of jumping off a bridge and knowing that you may still live instead of die
What's the point of smiling when you know that the smile that you once had will be gone like a normal person in a circus
Whats the point of wanting something that you know you wont get
But what's the point of living if you know that some day, some how you WILL die...