Daddy where are you

Little Sarah only 5 years old
on her 6 birthday her father wasn't around
mommy why isn't daddy here?
daddy came but couldn't stay she sadly told her mother
so sad but Sarah moved on

7 years old no sign of daddy has been seen
sadly Sarah has been going on 7 years no sign of daddy

8 years old Sarah's daddy comes home so happy and willing to do anything for daddy for it is the first she has seen him
but everything he has her do seems to be so wrong but she is to young to tell

10 years and she starts to find out that daddy is doing wrong when mommy is not around
but still not to make daddy mad so he wont leave she does horrible things crying every night wanting it to stop but not wanting to tell mommy
for Sarah know daddy will have to leave

11 years old she realizes there is a better way to make her sadness go away as she lays on the bathroom flood blood dripping from her wrist and arms
thinking there is no longer to be any harm

12 years old Sarah stays up late along with daddy he begins to do these horrible things again...but this time mommy is asleep in the same room young Sarah hope Mommy will wake up and come to the rescue....and YES she does....but young Sarah scarcely tries to save her daddy making up lies

3 weeks later Sarah is questioned at school....hours later daddy is in jail Sarah crying her sad eyes out wishing it wasn't true

14 years old and she still hasn't seen daddy...not only is she afraid but she is forbidden wondering...will it ever be the same
or will she have to carry this shame
crying at night...wanting his hug...wondering if her loved her so much why did he do this to him wondering why...still young Sarah cut bleeding....she is so young what will happen know one knows

but i know....you see poor little Sarah
just so happens to be me
and this is a true story