I never knew the time would come,
that i'd be lost for words,
there's nothing i could have done,
but to sit and see you hurt.
inside i cried so deeply,
cuz i never knew what to say,
i made u struggle weekly,
i never meant it to be that way.
u explained of how he raped u,
and took ur innocence,
nothing could i do,
but to keep it in my conscience.
i said i wish i knew how u felt,
so maybe id understand,
that with this problem i cant help,
and i have no advice at hand.
but inside it killed me deeply,
for this time i really knew,
i knew every thing about it,
cause i suffered it too,
i knew just who he was,
but was afraid to say,
i didn\'t for no cuz,
as i thought I\'d let go some-day.
u would never know now,
just how awful i feel,
i don\'t understand how,
u poisoned ur last meal.
u took ur life away,
and maybe i could have stopped it,
if only i didn\'t stray,
from helping the puzzle to fit.
but u my dear friend,
I\'ll always remember,
a lesson i have learned,
that sometimes i should surrender.
