It reminds me too much of you

It rained throughout the night
The sound of thunder, the feeling of fright
It rained once again
It reminds of all those pain
I'll never forget about it, never forget about you
This is what I would do
If I were you, I'll make everything come true
But here's the thing I'm not you
If I was, I won't break any hearts
Nor tear it apart I won't do that, all I want Is a good start
It rained again Memories just kept flooding my mind
I can't help myself by asking so many questions but so little time
Can't do anything about it, cause it kept repeating
Why can't I just stop this feeling?
It's tearing my heart and upsetting my brain
Why can't I say It's alright once again
It rained again I'm feeling cold
I lost the most precious person, more precious then gold
I can't stop this from happening
Cause I've got a strange feeling that is tearing us apart
I can't hold on anymore, I'm falling from head to heart
I can't help but sit there all broken up inside
Whenever I need you there, you aren't by my side
I couldn't help but look out the window
I stared hard at the stupid rain
It reminds me too much of the things I know
It all started out fine
But it always has a sad ending no wonder why?
I can't believe it started out good but turns out dry