The Confession

I taught you everything I know,

Treated you how you should have been,

Now its hard for me to let you go.

I'll never forget the time when we talked for so long,

All the laughs and smiles we used to share,

How we both stood friendly and how we both stood strong.

I'll never regret ever meeting you,

Ill never forget the day we argued,

For that was the day when we both were feeling blue.

I was ashamed but never shy,

I made you a poem and a song,

But now it seems that all I could do is cry.

Oh, the pain I have in my heart,

The guilt and shame that wraps around it,

Slowly mutilates and tears it apart.

Ill always think of you,

As I look up at the starry night sky,

Because theres something about you that makes me stay true.

From the rolling tears,

To my broken heart,

No one will be there, to calm my fears.

I waited for you each and every day,

Crying and praying just for you,

Hoping that you would turn my way.

But now the future for me and you,

Seems so far away,

Now that our secret bond is finally done and through.

I said Im always here,

And promised to keep it,

But now, to the bottom of my broken heart, falls a tear.

The song I made for you,

Had a true meaning

But now that song wont relate to me and you.

All those laughs we used to share,

All the memories in my mind,

Slowly die, as I begin to despair.

Will there be anything to quell my pain,

Anyone who can make me smile

But now that youre gone, who will break the chain?

You wished we never met,

I wished we never argued,

But I know we both wished that we would never forget.

This is the last say,

The grand finale

As we slowly stray away.

Your life will last long,

But my life is cut short,

But no matter what, Ill live long and ill live strong.

Feb. 20 was the last day youd hear me sing,

Yet youll always hear my voice,

Even though I gave up on such a small thing.

My album is incomplete,

My music video unfinished

Just as my life is now obsolete.

Just promise me, that youll never change

I loved you just the way you are,

But now everything seems so strange.

The laughter slowly fades,

The tears slowly dries,

As I quietly stare at the blades.

Ill never get the chance to meet you,

But this I promise you and me

Ill never regret nor forget the day I ever met you.

As we say our final goodbye,

To the bond we used to share,

Just remember, my birthdays in Augest!

Ive got to close now

Anviestop the tears from falling,

But just to let you know, Ill be keeping my vow.

The vow to be there,

The vow to wait,

And the vow to always show up whenever things seem unfair.

from my heart 2 yours