Out of Control

You have my head
Spinning like crazy,

How could you have me
Thinking I was your baby?

All you did was use me,
You weren't man enough

To tell the truth to me.

You'd push me,
Slap me

Beat me,
Have at me,

I keep telling myself
That I can be strong,

I couldn't let you go
Because you had me for so long.

The crazy thing is,
You've done all of this,

And I still crawl
Back to you.

You have me begging
For you to love me,

Because the only one
I loved was you.

I cried every night,
Not knowing what to do.

But even still,
You act like you don't care,

Even though all
Of my feelings were bared,

You had me
Stripped,

Exposed,
Naked, and
Unclothed,

Knowing that you had me.

My mind is blank
Because I am confused,

I thought I had love,
When I had NOTHING true.